updating.

so i have been neglecting you, oh beloved blog.

it as if you were a one night stand.
you waited.
i waited.
we were making night moves, baby.
...but now i am back.

so what to state about the current affairs of my existance...currently no real changes, actually. that has been bothering me lately. the idea that i could speak of my week as being the same thing for every day is starting to get far too repetitious. i always say i am going to do things and never bother because of lack of time and money. that's one thing that i can say about myself that i definitely cannot understand. besides all of these things though, there are good things.
for one, i've been listening to a lot of great music that i have not listened to in awhile (or never before). the song that i keep putting on repeat though is lcd soundsystem's "all my friends" off of sound of silver. that song is so fantastic.
so, i guess it is time for me to make more goals that i should be doing, but probably won't for a long time. i really want to do all these things though. for sure.

travel. get the hell out of here for at least a couple of days. i deserve to get out of the u.s. for awhile and see the world. everyone else i have spoke to lately tells me these amazing stories, but it only makes me long for the traveler in me. it is hard to see the beauty in where you are sometime until you leave it for awhile and make comparisons in your mind between the two.

take on a martial art. yeah. i just want to start kicking some ass.

make a website for the comics i've been making. that one is sort of in the works...kind...of...

write some new songs for the upcoming show i've got (and thank you jeff for that. i really needed to get back to playing shows).

write some new songs for the upcoming wedding i'm playing (and thanks and congrats to matt and lindsey...i'm so excited for you both!)

get some time to myself. just a couple of hours a week, at least. this is what i've been longing. it may sound silly, but i will go into the whole depth of it.

this used to be my life.

11:00 AM. wake up
11:30 AM eat a meal of vegetables cooked in a ginger sauce, take my constitution (i keep this open to your own interpretation, since i love to wonder what people assume that means), and grab my headphones.
12:00 reach coffee stop destination with pad of paper, pen, cigarettes, and headphones still on.
1:30 finally stop doodling and chain smoking and leave the coffee shop
2:00 play music while walking through the north end of boise to make some extra spending money
4:00 get on bike, ride 6 miles to work
10:30 get out of work, ride 6 miles back to home
11:00 head down to the sotano to see a band play (with two pizza's in tow, since that was my cover money the whole time)
2:00 get to sleep

now, while this may seem like a ridiculous schedule to go off about as being fantastic, it really was. i forget about how great that schedule was. i used to actually complain about this schedule because i got out of work a little late, but it was wonderful to sleep in and have all the time in the world to waste on various random things. i would love to have just one week of that schedule. just one. again. the amount of music and creativity that i had back then...i felt like hunter s. thompson without the drug addictions. i had all these great ideas constantly.

outside of this...you know what i find fascinating? lolspeak. i never thought i would do it, but sometimes i catch myself saying something in lolspeak. it is weird how that happens to you after hours of icanhascheezburger.com .

ANYWAYS. hope you all are having a great week! i sure as hell am!