going to meet up with jon later. he's in town for a short amount of time with inge. i'm stoked to see them both, considering that we've been friends for years. he's one of my best friends, and it's been hard to have them both living in portland. i miss being able to talk about random stupid crap with him and have him be the big older brother again. some of my favorite memories is watching the reaction on anyone's face that ever tried messing with me when he was around. he'd just have to walk up and say hello and they'd instantly back down. the guy is built. the guy is from freaking iceland, dude. i wouldn't mess with him. this means that i somehow have to spend time with jon, go to this housewarming party, and then venture out to caldwell. my days lately have been packed. i got asked to play an august show, and i'm slightly thinking of cancelling. i'm sort of thinking about taking a rather big break and focusing on other things for awhile. this doesn't mean i don't like to play music, it just means that maybe the music is playing me.
i have to learn how to take criticism better. it drives me nuts. i hate trying so hard for things and getting let down. the fact i lost sleep last night over it bothers me even more.
i hate that.
i have to stop talking about this. no one cares to read it.
ack.
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