over and over and over and over and over

i just woke up to the one thing that always seriously freaks me out.

i rub one eye while walking across the way to turn off my alarm. then i notice its hard to see and that it actually hurts to look out of the eye i rubbed.
then i look in the mirror and thought, "oh damn...not again."
the eye was swollen almost completely shut and was all sorts of puffy around it, i looked like i got punched in the face. i hurried and grabbed whatever allergy meds i could find and then jumped in the shower. from that point on came the eye drops, forcing myself to cry out of that particular eye, closing it while doing any form of movement, and closing myself away from the cat. i finally realized there wasn't much hope. i'm doomed to have this insanely uncomfortable eye thing until i can come up with a better solution...and boy, does that suck. i just took two more allergy pills, and if this doesn't help (and please tell me i'm not going to die from an allergy medication overdose or something), i am going to freak out. i don't want to have to be totally taken out for my entire day off. geez, allegies suck.