you know, its rather funny. i heard something today that struck my fancy. it was the idea that the only element that it is attracted to itself (as a molecule, of course) is water. its something that i have never thought of in depth until darrin mentioned it while driving. i watched the wipers leave these streaks of water like little swans flying, and then running into large puddles on the window. i thought about it a lot more after i got in to work and started thinking about things in perspective.
so, now that i am sitting here, i am vowing some things that i have done before, but have failed at miserably. i am putting them here so that i can be called on it. i'm putting it here because i'm sick of having bad days.
whenever i say sorry for no good reason, i need to be told to stop it. i don't even catch it most of the time, and i hate the fact that i feel like i need to say it constantly.
if i start telling people that i can make time for them, remind me that i've got to make some time for myself first. otherwise, it will all hit me right after i've got done talking to that person.
i think i've made this month better than the last, and i think that i have definitely learned a lot. i do think that in order to feel a lot less stress and a lot more happiness in my life, i think i have to have the ability to not feel guilt for every little thing. i have to stop apologizing for everything. i failed at this the last time i attempted to change this in my life, but i also didn't go about it in probably the right way. i think i've got down a different plan this time that might work, and i think that i know exactly what to expect in reactions from people. the funny thing is, it brings a smile to my face. i don't care about your bad day, i only care about my good day.
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