there were concepts at times that i had not thought of yet to think of

it is amazing when you think of all these changes in your life.

i've lived a pretty normal (and whimsical) life, in general. when i think of my time line, it usually consists of a various theme: injuries, major moments of passion/realization/glorification, living within the moment, and so on. when i think of things i have felt on a momentous moment, they were usually spun in a direction that i had yet to think of. they were concepts i couldn't apply to myself, or my world, without further prospective. perhaps it was the idea that i didn't believe i could achieve them, or maybe it was the constellation of unobvious thought. its a rather humbling feeling now to think of these moments...
...and to know you strike that curiousity randomly without realizing the exact direction it will take.

um, what was the point here? oh yeah.

i was sitting there crocheting, and thinking of how great my life has been lately. it is an interesting time to be alive. there are so many conflicts, so many various battles to be fought in so many formats (call it war, political, religious, etc) that are apparent. yet, there is something great about it too. there is a world of information around us. there is so many advancements, so many worlds of communication circling around. its rather beautiful, in a strange sort of way. it makes me feel blessed to imagine meeting so many wonderful people that understand that strange sort of beauty, and reflect it back to helping their communities.

i guess the point is...there really can be love in this universe. there can be a dream of unity for our world.

we can actually dream.

and on that note...this is the most bizarre and random string of thoughts i have compiled in some time. i am sure i will read this later and wonder what the hell i was talking about specifically. either way, it was most likely a riot!! right? right!