EVERYTHING IS AMAZING FANTASTIC SUPER DUPER GOOD

wow. today is really great. although i just found out i am past due again on student loan payments, meaning my parents get the threatening letters from sallie mae. i feel rather bad about that one. it's sort of that whole, "starting a new job" thing that kinda got me. i feel really bad about it though. third time i've done this. they were supposed to be deferred. to make it worse, i just checked and noticed that i paid the one they claim wasn't paid, and i actually overpaid the amount and everything by like $250 dollars. at least that is what it looks like. if a bill is due the next day and i paid it the day before, i am assuming i was thinking of putting it in before it'd be due. then it made my other payment due. god. i hate you sallie mae. i really, really hate you.
honestly though, this really doesn't even matter to me...because!!!
MY FIRST DAY OF WORK HAPPENED TODAY!
you know, i never realized how crappy my last job made me feel until today. everyone was so friendly and awesome. they took me out for lunch, they actually spent the whole day training me. it was fantastic! to make it even better, i got back my tax returns today too! now i can afford to pay rent next month and then finally get my last paycheck! then i can pay all these freaking student loan payments with ease! oh joy! i gave you over $700 this month sallie mae, and all i got was this half assed education!

my other bit of news is this: once again, darling, you never cease to amaze me with your charm. i just checked my email. then my text message. i already miss you, yet we have had hardly any days apart since that legendary moment when we finally locked hands, eyes, hearts, whatever else. its funny how love works. i have felt many things for many people, but dang!! you put me into a love trance! my first day of work consisted of working (of course), training (of course), and thinking about you.
i will call fun bot and make him help you have fun outside of your contract law.


all my love, darling. <333

Currently listening :
The Catherine Wheel
By David Byrne
Release date: By 25 October, 1990