today i admitted that i hate my job to my coworkers. they told me they've been thinking of quitting too. then we talked about holding a fake strike. then we eventually started talking about how we feel about our jobs. they said they've been worried about me because they could tell i've been feeling burned out...that i should really go for this other job. they all backed me up and said they know people there and i should go for it. from that point on came a few other pretty important things that i didn't think of...it was mentioned that i am treated like a moron often, as if i am the person to take care of other's mistakes and never recognized as not making the mistake myself. i've known this for some time, but the fact it was stated made me feel more validated...but in the end the general statement was, "you are too young to sit around here. you're doing better than any of us did at your age. get the hell out of here and go get your dreams." then i thought about this tarot reading that tracy and i did (yeah i do tarot, i am that big of a dork). i did the 5 card spread. the first one being the seven of cups, the second being the two of cups, the left card being the ten of cups, the right card being the hermit, and the middle being the star. each one of these took on exactly what i've been thinking about work, life, love....all that crap. here's the meanings of each:
SEVEN OF CUPS
having many options
being offered many alternatives
facing an array of choices
believing in limitless possibilities
looking at a wide open field
getting to pick and choose
TWO OF CUPS
making a connection
joining with another
celebrating a marriage or union
cementing a friendship
establishing a partnership
working together
sharing
helping and being helped
seeing commonalities
calling a truce
healing a severed relationship
bringing together opposites
letting bygones be bygones
coming to a satisfactory agreement
declaring peace
forgiving and forgetting
acknowledging an attraction
recognizing a bond that is developing
accepting your preferences
letting yourself be drawn in
moving toward feeling a positive response
TEN OF CUPS
feeling joy
embracing happiness
having a sense of well-being
radiating love
delighting in good fortune
counting your blessings
expressing delight
enjoying peace
experiencing serenity
doing away with hostilities
restoring harmony
reducing stress and tension
feeling contented and at ease
calling a truce
relaxing
looking to the family
working for peace in the home
going on a family event
reaffirming a family commitment
supporting a relative in needbonding with family members
forgiving someone in the family
THE HERMIT:
being introspective
thinking things overfocusing inward
concentrating less on the senses
quieting yourself
looking for answers within
needing to understand
searching
seeking greater understandinglooking for something
wanting the truth at all costs
going on a personal quest
needing more
desiring a new direction
receiving/giving guidance
going to/being a mentor
accepting/offering wise counsel
learning from/being a guru
turning to/being a trusted teacher
being helped/helping
seeking solitude
needing to be alone
desiring stillness
withdrawing from the world
experiencing seclusion
giving up distractions
retreating into a private world
THE STAR:
regaining hope
having faith in the future
thinking positively
believing
counting your blessings
seeing the light at the end of the tunnel
feeling great expectation
looking forward to success
being inspired
regaining motivation
realizing an inner strength
seeing the way clearbeing stimulated to a higher level
creatingreceiving the answer
being generous
wanting to give or sharespreading the wealth
opening your heart
giving back what you have received
letting love flow freely
offering with no reservations
holding nothing back
feeling serene
experiencing peace of mind
relaxing
finding your still center
remaining untroubled
savoring perfect calm
being tranquil amid trouble
enjoying harmony
i fully admit that tarot is really dorky and perhaps not true. i like to believe it keeps me thinking though about things. its always helped me think about my placement in the world. who knows. i'm such a geek.
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