frankly, mr. shankly this position i've held...it pays my way and it corrupts my soul.

it is time for me to post the trains of thought for today.

1. what do i want to do next with my life? what are the main goals i have in a career? do i want to attempt to make a career part of my life currently, or am i more focused on pursuing the job i've worked to create for the last 3-4 years?
2. the fog overlooking the valley gives it soft undertones. it is as if the sky is kissing the snow gently, creating their patterns of emotion on our eye level for small comforts. it is a rather interesting thing to go through while you are mellow from an evening of great invitations and bliss.
3. i overheard a conversation recently where a man walked into a coffee shop and began talking about his brothers accrued injuries from a prank pulled on him by a friend. the barrista replied, "yeah, i know what you mean. a cousin of mine recently got injured while fishing. his friend thought it would be hilarious to come out of the water in a giant fish costume to surprise him, but unfortunately the way he tackled him fucked up his legs and scratched him up pretty good. boy, does he still think that is hilarious though." i have been laughing about this conversation for at least a week now.
4. i had a brilliant concept for an art project that someday i'd like to try creating. i'd continue crocheting various weird patterns and looping them through various pipe cleaner wires. i'd bend the crocheted wires in various directions and create random shapes and figures/images, perhaps leaving strands of the crocheted ropes dangling all over the place. i figure the first thing i'd attempt to do is a crocheted weeping willow tree. i think that would be such an amazing outcome (and a lot of damned work, for sure).
5. i eventually got to get out to the damned gym and work out.
6. becoming a street fighter and dancer. that was more like some weird random fantasy though. i think i'm done with wanting to do that now (for at least the next 20 minutes).

i believe this is it. have a wonderful day, and bundle up!