she's looking happily deranged.

what a busy day. not bad, just busy. i havn't had time to check the news today, so i have nothing of much importance to write about. i'm just sitting around, watching pete and pete. now i switched it to caribou. rad.

i didn't bother leaving the office for lunch today. what would i really end up doing? sitting there, watching terrible court t.v. shows and trying to take a nap...which will just frustrate me more, since i won't fall asleep. my sleep has been scattered lately. something is causing my breathing to be shallow, and it scares me when this happens. i try not to get scared though, since that only makes it worse. you have to make believe that you are breathing at top notch. you have to make believe that you don't feel like you are drowning.
this means the air quality must be terrible outside, which means that i'm back into a new process of finding a new indoor exercise for the time being. i'm thinking of dancing specifically, since it is a full body exercise. eventually i want to take a martial art and get myself into really great shape. i think many of my ailments are caused by my dormant lifestyle as of late. i am always slightly scared to say that i plan on taking a bike ride in a post, since it never happens when i write that. it is as if the universe turns the statement around and makes sure that there will be something i will have to do that will occupy most of my evening. so instead, i will say this: i will be so extraordinarily busy. don't even bother calling or wasting my time, since i have so many plans. insane amounts of plans! i'm a plan factory right now! holy planimikers, batman!
various things that i am into right now:

tunng
the books
boom bip
caribou
boards of canada

each of these bands are absolutely perfect today.

i cannot wait for the weekend. this week has been so stressful. actually, the last three weeks have been really stressful.